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September 2009

Fuck, wow.

I didn’t want a fucking apology. But, whenever we get into a fight YOU keep pushing it to where I’m just basically done with it that I actually just shut up and do it.

I’m done Arizza.
I can’t take shit like this right now.

but you keep pushing it. and say shit like ‘who started it.’ and I guess you somehow planted in your mind that I started yelling at you? But seriously… Think about it; how many times do you yell at me, compared to how much I yell at you?

be honest too. I know you know.

Sep 23, 2009

So when I start a fight I HAVE TO APOLOGIZE?
& when you do, I HAVE TO APOLOGIZE. hmmm. That’s fair.

Sep 23, 2009

Oh, did I forget that I was using the fucking Break/Lunch thing as an example?

You’ve done it before. So don’t say anything like, ‘well that’s an example..’

again. I don’t want a fight over a blog. And I’m too pissed to talk.
I don’t know what to think, but you’re just going to keep pushing until I say sorry, because when do you ever apologize? hmm, I don’t remember.

Sep 23, 2009

I’m not what? Social?
wow. I have no reason too? I dont know?
& so what you’re blaming me for you yelling at me? I didnt start it first.
maybe the reason why I didn’t see you at lunch is because I was pissed off? WOW. thats a shocker:o
FUCK IT.
I don’t want to have a fucking argument over the fucking blog.

Sep 23, 2009

Oh did I say I was done with it?
I just didn’t want to keep up with this shit. Yes, I can be bitchy to you, but I’m not constantly bipolar like you. Break: you’re all happy. Lunch: ‘Bored face.’ starts yelling at either me, or fucking pissy about someone who didn’t even do anything.
I let you push me around way too much.

Yes as ‘bestfriends’ you can bitch to them but I swear to god, I have to watch what I do so I won’t fucking screw up and get you all pissed off.

Yeah, I started it. And Yeah I guess I yelled. But did I yell first? All I asked if you could walk with me to the classroom, so we CAN do it. If you had to I would’ve went because I would be the one who brought up the whole getting our uniforms together.

and for the asian group, do you think I’m CONNECTED TO THEM? nope, I just go to hang out with you, Brittany, Brianna, Leemarie. And don’t make it seem like I don’t fucking like them. I just don’t talk to them as much as you do. So why would they want me to go there if you or any of them^ weren’t with me.


Don’t put words in my mouth either.

Sep 23, 2009

The fuck.?
When do I ever yell at you?
And no, ever since that whole thing after homecoming. YOU’RE different.
I wasn’t yelling first. I wasnt even yelling.
Screw it..
YOU WIN LIKE ALWAYS.

Sep 23, 2009
“It’s kind of stupid to say “If you have a problem, shove it up your ass. Not mine.” —And she says I’m cool.
Sep 23, 2009

wow. you think you’re always right don’t you?
fucking making me change my plans to keep you entertained after school? I don’t have to do fucking shit. I’m tired of your new fucking attitude. What happend to you, I know if I did something like that you’d be like, that’s kinda slutty..
OH. and for this morning, you know why I don’t talk about my fucking boyfriend with you? because I don’t want to hear fucking shit like ‘Don’t even dream about it.’ or ‘Don’t get your hopes up.’ I pretty sure I would know why the fuck I don’t tell you now, and NO. I wasn’t getting my hopes up. I was telling you what you asked, you remember the fucking day we went shopping for dresses? The fucking questions? or do I have to repeat those too?

And don’t say you didn’t do anything. You take your fucking attitude way to far.
I’m not your mom, DON’T FUCKING YELL AT ME, and when you usually do, I ignore it.

You don’t seem to care to have me around anyways. You got that whole asian group.. right?
Fucking don’t act all innocent

Sep 23, 2009
IF YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM, SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS. NOT MINE.

>:[

Sep 23, 2009

Rawr. That was fun:]

Sep 20, 2009
“Baby are you down?” —
Sep 16, 2009

Ugh. I can’t sleep. I’m like thinking back, to a particular night. & it’s making me cry. I feel like we broke up. WTF. what’s a matter with me ? help, please. My heart is like pounding D: SHIIT. I don’t want to feel like this. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. I miss you, seriously, I haven’t felt like this in forever, like since the week after you left. I feel the same exact butterflies. You know the butterflies from 3am. FUCK ME. I need someone funny right now, but that’ll only just distract me till the funniness is gone. UGH. I’m going to sleep. maybe. text me. I can use it. Bye.

Sep 16, 2009
He seriously had my heart going today;
  • Weyekin: So hows your boyfriend _____ doing?
  • Asia: actually I havent talked to him in like forever. cos I like, like some guy in Oregon.
  • Weyekin: He must be really lucky then.
  • Asia: really? lucky? why do you think that?
  • Weyekin: yes really. & Asia, babe, you're really special to me, If i ever lost you I wouldn't even know what hit me.
  • Asia: is that really how you feel?
  • Weyekin: yes. really. I feel like we built something that can't be broken.
  • Asia: I do too.
  • Weyekin: And no matter what, you have to be in my life, I mean it. I can't have you out of it. you understand?
  • Asia: I promised, I would be there for you no matter what.
  • Weyekin: At first, no offense, I thought this was all an infatuation. but, now, I'm not really feeling or thinking that way. I never thought about spending forever with anyone I went out with. I can see you in my future. So don't you dare change cos look how much I've already fallen for you. If you do, I'll probably be broken.
  • Hmm, I replied back today. On telephone. Thank god he called. I don't want to lose any of this ^<3
Sep 16, 2009
“Thinking of the day, when you went away. What a life to take, what a bond to break, I’ll be missing you.” —
Sep 16, 2009
Sep 9, 2009209 notes
Sep 9, 20091,985 notes
I'm outside;

Lalala, school tomorrow:)

Sep 7, 2009
Sep 7, 20095 notes
ARIIIIZAAA !

alx69:

asiavictoriasy:

christopherray:

get me some mochi now. [;

hahahhaha, I had some with her todayy. cos we got yogurrt. buut yess, I would like some too c[:

Suuure thang sweet thangs[;

hahah xD

Sep 7, 20093 notes
FUUUUCK;

I want fcking asian fcking food. LOL. it sounds sooo good[:

Sep 7, 2009
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